L♥VE FORMS BRIDGES

2012-02-11T20:03:00.000+08:00

I'm here, at the last week of sem 1.2 before having a week worth of study break followed by having to sit for 6 papers. AY11/12 passed way too quickly before I even have the chance to catch up. I'll definitely miss this bunch of classmates and all the fun we had esp in tutorials, thankful for 1B22! :')

I should always, always keep this in mind:

Listen without interrupting (Proverbs 18)

Speak without accusing (James 1:19)

Give without sparing (Proverbs 21:26)

Pray without ceasing (Colossians 1:9)

Answer without arguing (Proverbs 17:1)

Share without pretending (Ephesians 4:15)

Enjoy without complaint (Philipians 2:14)

Trust without wavering (Corinthians 13:7)

Forgive without punishing (Colossians 3:13)

Promise without forgetting (Proverbs 13:12)

2012-02-04T20:45:00.001+08:00

POM group mates (Matthew, Chern Wei, Boon Hing, Eileen & Michele)! POM presentation is down, 2 more presentations and 1 more submission to go before I can focus on my revision. I still don't have the feel/urgency for final exam, which is just 2 weeks' away from now... such boring life revolving around school.

2012-01-26T20:28:00.002+08:00

feeling the stress now, been so busy these days with so much things to complete within 24 hrs. can't wait to clear all projects, get presentations done and over with and then mug for final papers. need to do well!!! this is alrdy the last lap of year 1. how time flies. also, my brain capacity needs to be increased. goodluck to myself.

2012-01-19T00:34:00.023+08:00

I love/hate Thursday(s), school's only for 2hrs and it's sociology tut which is somehow a waste of time because I'm only attending it for the sake of having my attendance marked since there's only essay, project and quiz 2 to clear. I just want to clear this module asap!!! T_T

2012-01-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

shopping therapy with my secondary school buddies! most satisfying shopping trip ever. love all the items bought and now i'm more or less motivated to eat lesser/lose weight. die die also must lose 2kg before my 18th birthday if not i'll probably just look like an elephant. thx for tdy dears! <3

2012-01-13T23:12:00.001+08:00

TP open house duty last week with half the IG mates, while the other half had b-guides duties! I swear it was so boring and I didn't bother approaching anyone to explain 'bout BSG. I realized that this year's crowd is so much lesser than last year's but that's not a bad thing! :P

Kelly and I, crashed her CDS tutorial ytd! We quite zai, tutorial also can crash but it's because she have the nicest and gayest teacher~ I like him actually, always smiling while conducting the lesson. We had macs for dinz after that like happy fat girls but whatever, have been craving for it for the longest time! :>

Huibing and my dinner for tonight, finally my $1 macha ice-cream from manpuku! I've been satisfying my cravings nowadays, om nom nom~

2012-01-12T10:49:00.001+08:00

@ Crocksford Tower, RWS for mummy's birthday celebration!!! I love you mom, even though things are hard now but it will all go by soon. We're stronger than all these problems, know that. You're still the prettiest women of my life, stay happy and live life! 3 of us love you! :')

I'm glad my brain didn't get burnt by my 40 degrees of fever, now it's back to school...back to studying...back to projects...back to tests... 5-6 weeks of school left, I can do this!!!

JOIN TP! JOIN BSG!

2012-01-09T10:16:00.000+08:00

BSG video done by BSG IG AY11/12 after 2 months of hard work! Marcus came up with the lyrics of the song and the ideas on how the video will be filmed is from Mel! ;)

EVERYONE COME JOIN TP, COME JOIN BSG! We are the biggest course in sgp with approx. 500 intake each year. You get to choose which diploma you want to do in year 2 such as dip. in business/logistics and operation/marketing.

I'll be doing diploma in business and I'll have to choose 2 specializations (total of 8 specializations: banking, corporate communication, entreprenuership, finance and investment, human resource management, international business, marketing, tourism and leisure business) soon so come join us! BSG is full of choices! :D

Mr Hansen did this video, just thought of sharing it with everyone!

2012-01-02T12:56:00.001+08:00

ECP with Ph > met Kelly at 11pm-ish > cab down to Justin's condo to drink with Kelly, Ph, Eric and Ruban (it was so fucking awkward) > home at 4am. I will not have any regrets this year so, last night was quite memorable because I never thought I'll ever join 'em for such things and it's definitely my first and last time being there. I guess that's just the first few steps to everything.

2012

2012-01-01T12:46:00.014+08:00

I always believe that by having a good start to a new year will mean that the remaining 364 days will be good. I'm quite certain that this year will be a good one because I started the year happy and laughing at my lovely friends! ♥

Kelly and I decided to join Alfy and the rest (Abdullah, Fesa, Casey and Syafiq) at ECP for countdown since both of us had nowhere to go and there's no way I'm gna go town. We sat by the beach waiting for the clock to hit 11:59, cheered when the clock striked 12 and drank after that. I'll skip whatever that happened inbetween......... Alfy, Fesa, Casey and I left at 3am.

We were supposed to head home but ended up at the park instead. I was stoning away while Fesa and Casey couldn't stop testing each other add. math, leaving me and Alfy confused - all that I can rmb is dydx. 6am arrived and we went macs for breakfast and finally, headed home after that to catch some sleep before meeting Ph in the evening.

NYR

2011-12-31T18:34:00.003+08:00

1. to grow in all aspects
2. love all, trust a few, do wrong to none
3. be a better person
4. do well in my studies
5. be happy no matter what
6. start living my life and not to be afraid of getting judged
7. be an optimist, not a pessimist
8. get over you
9. lose weight

2011-12-28T03:07:00.001+08:00

I tried it but couldn't exactly get it right so... blah. I guess that's another strike off my to-do list!

2011-12-25T15:30:00.000+08:00

spent my x'mas eve at @frivolouslove's place and finally met jojo! caught up with the 2 bestfriends too. left her place when it was close to 1am and my cab fare was $17........but it was worth it. merry x'mas everyone and happy birthday jesus! :)

need my new year eve to be better, much better.

2011-12-24T03:42:00.002+08:00

Carolyn and I sending Hb off to the airport a few days back, have fun in Japan!!! ^-^

I wouldn't say that 2011 was entirely bad. I had my share of fun as a poly student, felt important and significant to you for at least 1-2 months and met someone special, someone whom I think behaves and think exactly like me.

I'm thankful for the long, happy and retarded conversations we had throughout this whole year even though it was a on and off thing that went on for 5 times. I know you tried/is trying, and so am I even after all these years. You're someone who I'll never forget, no matter what. I miss you friend.

2011-12-22T18:34:00.001+08:00

I'll never be happy until God return me all that I used to have back in 749.

I miss sitting by the dining table and have supper with dad, traveling to JB every weekend just to do some grocery shopping, playing at the playground with Jocelyn and other random playground friends, having a "bf" and feeling loved by him, having him to wait under our block every morning and then walk to school tgr, looking up my bedroom window and counting 10 stories up just to see if he is home, being treated like a princess by my maid and granny, taking my afternoon naps on the sofa, surfing the net all day all night in the study room and watching tv shows till late night in my bedroom. I use to smile so often and be happy all the time.

I used to have everything, but now, what am I exactly left with?

I'll never have it back. I miss those times real badly but what can I do about it?

2011-12-21T10:45:00.001+08:00

2011-12-19T22:09:00.001+08:00

Kia Hng's hse for a stayover on 17/12 with Jocelyn and Ivan. I love his toilet and attic! I don't know why but it felt as though I was in a fairytale when I got up there...what a magical feeling. I hate the part where I've to climb down the super steep stairs though.

I hate the 2 boys too because they didn't want to take a photo with Jocelyn and I, suckers!!! I will always rmb how retarded Ivan is when he sleeps by covering himself with the mattress! >:)

You're the best dad anyone can ever ask for. You never fail to get me what I want, you're always going the extra mile for me, you talk nicely to me even when I was rude, you encourage me whenever I felt discouraged by my grades, you never fail to pick up my calls at unearthly timings like 1-2am+ and drive all the way to town or wherever just to fetch me home, making sure that I'm safe. I know you'll always love me (and Carolyn and Huibing as well) and know that I do too. I love you daddy, happy belated birthday and stay healthy and happy always! <3

BSG videoshoot this morning with Mel, Bash, Marcus, Josh, Willi and Jx! Mr Hansen treated us to lunch at mensa since one of the scene has to be taken there! :P

2011-12-17T11:28:00.001+08:00

TP's server sucks and my time stamp is freaking 11.10am so the probability of me having to appeal is gna be quite high, sigh. I freaking had to camp infront of the laptop screen for an hour, felt like a retard but whatever it is just don't let me get into my 5th choice/throw other nonsensical CDS at me! T_T

1th choice: basic calculus for business, 2th choice: world issues, 3rd choice: introduction to psychology, 4th choice: introduction to counselling psychology, 5th choice: public speaking.

MST is over too and sadly I screwed them up.....made lots of careless mistakes but it's alright, I'll rise from the ashes come 2012 so for now I shall sleep well and eat sleep and play well! ;)

2011-12-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

Kelly and I after having our dinner on wed night at BBQ Chicken! :>

MST is next week and I haven't got hold of all subjects......................having 5 papers in a week is gna be pretty exhausting but I know the weekends will arrive in a blink of an eye so I shall just suck it all up and endure. I'm just hoping that the lowest I'll score is B, meh.

2011-12-09T09:45:00.001+08:00

I wonder if there's even a need to feel this way in the first place.

IG photoshoot

2011-11-29T08:21:00.000+08:00

IG's worth anything and everything, totally enjoyed the photoshoot which ended at 9.30pm and thanks for so much fun + laughter + love!!!!! ♥

This lazybum called Jane

2011-11-26T21:12:00.001+08:00

(OVERDUE)

Buddy Hoagies:

Buddy Hoagies and "You're the apple of my eye":

2011-11-25T00:46:00.001+08:00

BSG video shoot photos taken 1-2 weeks ago

Erison tagged me in this photo just ytd, he's sitting #likaboss

Kelly and I in the study room doing tutorials/talking/webcamm-ing, love this girl

...and so course selection is over and my choices are 1. business 2. logistics and operational management 3. marketing! I hope I get into my first choice which is business even though I'll only get to do my specializations in sem 2.2 next year. 29th shall be the day, gna hope for the best! :)

MST is in 2-3 weeks time and I haven't started on my revision. I wish doing tutorials alone is sufficient... POM and sociology quiz are down, now there's only biz stats and sociology test left before MST. I want at least a B+ for both tests pls!!!

What a busy week

2011-11-20T00:50:00.001+08:00

Jane and I met up on tues after so longgg! I kinda miss this little girl over here...seems like we're facing almost the same problem but thank god I'm more or less over it. We caught "You're the apple of my eye" and everybody should go and watch this movie, it's damn nice!!! :')

CCN day: bought this yummy and beautiful rainbow cupcake from/baked by Xavier's gf! ^-^

Jia Sheng (baby nephew) came to stay over at my place few days back tgr with aunts and nieces! I love babies, hehe........ ♥

@ Chin (cousin)'s wedding tonight, 19/11/11:

Carolyn and Erison!

2011-11-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

Fish & Co. with the classmates (Nancy, Xavier, Melissa, Basyirah, Bryan and Pearlyn) a few days back during our break and the service there was good! >:)

I'm barely surviving week 4 of sem 1.2 and there's still 2 more days till the weekend..........urgh. I thought school was getting better this sem but maybe I was wrong. I want to quit school so freaking badly but I know I can't and won't. I feel so out of place/caught inbetween and sometimes I just can't be bothered with what's going on. I need the holidays right now....feeling so down and no words can describe this stubborn feeling that doesn't seem to go away at all.

I don't know why I'm so bothered by this, that and you. You shouldn't be affecting me. I'm just reading too much into things and trying so hard. I guess it all ends here, even though I'm kinda reluctant.

I'm done ranting and anyway, thanks Peihan for getting me koi just 'cause you saw my tweet and coincidentally (I think) got me what I always drink. I didn't expect it at all, hehe. You're such a sweet friend! :')

2011-11-10T19:39:00.000+08:00

guard your heart? let your guard down? guard your heart? let your guard down? guard your heart? let your heart down?

not hoping for anything anymore. whatever comes, i'll take it.

2011-11-10T19:14:00.012+08:00

VERSUS

I hope sem 1.2 stays this way - seeing and having fun with the IG mates almost everyday! I feel happier. I wish we could remain as an IG throughout my 3 years in TP but the sad truth is that we'll be saying goodbye when 2012 arrives... :'(

11/11/11 will be spent with Wei Sheng, Jocelyn and Nicole, totally.can't.wait.

2011-11-05T21:19:00.003+08:00

BSG t-shirt designed by Justin! I prefer the white one though. I'm glad that this whole plan was carried out (more or less) smoothly, what an accomplishment for the IG, hehe. I can't wait to see 300 over BSG students wearing it someday this semester, totally looking forward! :')

I was blinded but now I see, I was tied down but now I'm free. I think I should stop hiding inside my "shell" and start to speak up for myself......even if it's hard to. I need to stop being so quiet, so soft-hearted and so easily climbed upon. I don't like how I'm being treated by you.

2011-10-28T22:26:00.005+08:00

going to bed like this every night.....................

the weekends are finally here. this week have been...indescribable. during the second day of school i alrdy have the "i hate school/can i don't come to school anymore?" feeling. for no reason. just feel lost, empty, sad, afraid. hope that i won't have to face anything nasty this semester. if only there's no such thing as group work............... oh, and my timetable sucks too.

sociology class was fine even though i went into the class alone without having any friend. glad that a girl came to sit beside me! played the intro game (which was good), 'cause it broke the ice among everyone. happy with such awesome tutor and funny classmates. hope everything stays the same! :-)

IG's video shoot and recording day

2011-10-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

USS + RWS

2011-10-23T02:35:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I had the guts to sit cyclon and also the skyride. I don't even know what I was thinking until I got up there and when I came off the ride I was having cold and sweaty palms. Kelly, Shamie and I drank on the second night and we did so many retarded stuffs........ I love you girls! :')

I'm out of my cage!!!

2011-10-16T12:27:00.000+08:00

it's sad seeing how much some of my friends changed. it's not the smoking, the clubbing or whatsoever. it's the attitude and the way they carry themselves. i don't know how to put it into words. but they just turn me off, disgust me and it saddens me. this post totally contradict my previous post and i make no sense. bye.

This is me

2011-10-16T12:12:00.001+08:00

did a self reflection and realized how much i've changed from primary to secondary school and from secondary school till now. was totally a different person in terms of how behave throughout my 10 years and counting of education.

was a digusting bitch back in primary school. was so arrogant. i don't care about my friends' feelings. i act like a big shot. can i call myself an ah lian? because i think i qualify to be one. i hurl vulgarities for the fun of it. actually i was pretty two face too... i behave myself infront of my teachers and parents that's why no one other than my primary friends know how much of a disgusting bitch i was.

then in secondary school, told myself i want to change. no more vulgarities, no more ignoring of others' feelings. behaved myself throughout the 4 years, studied when i'm supposed to, gave my best even though my best couldn't get me far/wasn't enough. i was super duper timid and i only do things within my comfort zone. i never stepped out of it, alone. i've never done things alone - taking bus home/to school, buying food during recess, going toilet and studying - until i was in sec 4.

everyone in secondary school portrayed me as "guai" in a way that i feel...cornered. keep having this mentality that i must keep up with the "picture" of myself paint by others. not that vulgarities was a need. but honestly, i think this is not me. i'm living too carefully, fearing those judgements and gossips etc. when can i start being myself? there's so many things i wna try doing or experience but there will surely be someone out there going "omg, she have changed so much" / "she wasn't like this" / "didn't know she was such a girl" / "wah, you serious?!" etc. ok, i sound like i wna try sniffing glue or taking drugs but no. not those.

can you feel me? i feel so tied down. i'm already 17. seeing how others are living their life while i'm here just letting my life pass by really make me feel like an idiot. seriously, can y'all not think i'm the girl who only know how to study, come home early and don't speak any vulgarities at all? i do. only with my sisters and not any of my friends because of the picture of me that they have already painted in their head. let's talk about living up to others' impression of me................

i didn't change, i merely grew up. i want to try living my own life. afterall, i am the director of my life. no one tells me how i should behave or restricts me. except my parents. i'm old enough to think for myself and yes, i know what i'm doing. i know my limits, i know where i stand, i won't go over the line.

BKK

2011-10-07T03:45:00.003+08:00

We have arrived safely at Suvarnabhumi Airport, Thailand, after 2 hrs of flight

Melissa and I on the transfer to the hotelArnoma hotel - our home for the next 3 nights Mich's pineapple riceI hate the ingredients used in this spicy thai fried rice, they taste so weird...
Mel's omelette riceMel behaving lika paparazi We're all ready for bed! I'm such a glutton, just look at how much I eat for breakfastWe're all set and ready for day 2! :D3 happy girls on a tuk tuk! <31/2 of day 2's shopping! #shopaholicWe all look so tired here early in the morningMich brought us to meet her "aunt" at chinatown and we had this is the yummiest vegeterian food (the photo isn't doing any justice) I've ever eaten - kuay chup! We needed this...2 hrs early for our flight so here we are, camwhoring~ "Michele taking her friendliness to a whole new level." -Mel We went with 3 lugguages and came back with 5 lugguages, excluding 5 hand carry(s)We are ready to fly off!!!3 of us snuggling under the blanket

Shun's wedding

2011-09-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

last weekend: granny's place to stay for a night > salon > yummy m'sian food > cousin's wedding > home sweet home

2011-09-22T00:34:00.003+08:00

Johnny English Reborn with the classmates, which I will rate 6.5/10. I think guys will love it 'cause apparently the boys from my class did. I can totally see it from their excitement even after the movie and their laughter throughout the movie was... amazingly loud. I can't even laugh at the funniest joke, see how bad my sense of humour is now? I need improvement on this.

Marble Slab Creamery with my elder sis @caroischewy before heading home for a short run~ I love pastries, waffles, cupcakes and cakes so much that no matter how bloated I am I'll make some space for these yummy deserts! ^-^

I'm quite dead. Michele has alrdy collected the air tix for BKK which I have paid for but..................... I haven't tell my mom 'bout it. You all should start praying for me, hehe.

NAS Alumni

2011-09-17T13:39:00.001+08:00

XXX

AGM 2011 on 31st last month, happy to see familiar faces and have fun spotting me! ^_^

IG chalet

2011-09-16T00:29:00.033+08:00

IG chalet was fun and I'm glad that some sub comm(s) came to join us! I should've stayed over but it's ok, shall think of how dirty the chalet was so I won't regret. I have to say this - Zee Yee is srsly damn funny with his words like "this sausage taste like aeroplane food" etc. We should have another chalet guys!!! :D

GPA: 3.3 and I don't know what to feel. I'm neither happy nor sad. 3.3 can't get me to uni so I should be sad but considering the amt of tutorials and lectures I've skipped, I should be happy that I got abv 3 right? Jarren was saying how lousy 3.3 is and worrying that he can't get into his first diploma choice...which made me feel panicky too. I even have a friend who scored 4 Zs and 1 A, what a smartypants.

Liyeng's 17th in advance

2011-09-15T10:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MY BIMBOTIC TEAMMATE ♥

I don't think bimbotic's the right way to describe you because you're not stupid or dumb, but anyway hope you had fun with us even though we sort of disappoint you by not eating sakae sushi and Jocelyn and I went so late. We still love you so, stay bubbly and quickly get yourself a bf with the name of W...! ^-^

Strictly Pancakes

2011-09-12T02:34:00.002+08:00

The Druggie

Chicken A La King

Strictly Pancakes for dinner last night with Michele (and as usual the abv pics are taken by her), which was quite disappointing - in my opinion. I could taste the salt at the ends of the pancakes! "The Druggie" was very chocolate-y and even though I'm a chocolate lover I didn't really like it. I'm gna go back agn for their garlic buttered prawns pancakes though! :>

I can't wait to visit Hatched and Everything with Fries! I'll see my money flying out of my wallet and soon it'll become anorexic. I've been spending way too much on yummy food don't you agree??? I got to start saving~

749 (my previous previous hse) to celebrate lantern festival with my primary school "clique" without Ian and Yupin! I'm so glad I went back 'cause it's a yearly thing for me to be there playing candles by the playground, hehe.

FOOD ALERT (!!!)

2011-09-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

I've been eating like a glutton for the past few days and splurging on food instead of shopping tgr with Michele, FML. We had Swensen's on the 5th, Manhattan Fish Market on the 6th and Sakae Sushi this afternoon (all pics below are taken by @mosshelly my white friend). I think all the money and fats I saved myself from during semester 1.1 is gone..... *poof*! :'(

I should go on a job hunt soon so I can not touch the money I have in my bank a/c and to finance for my BKK trip - air ticket + accomodation and shopping~ I can't wait!!!

Swensen's sticky chewy chocolate mooncake

Swensen's hazelnut almond mooncake

MFM's grilled fish with citrus sauce and calamari rings

$5.50 worth of fat and fluffy pancakes

Sakae Sushi buffet

...SO ARE YOU GUYS HUNGRY BY NOW? HEARD YOUR STOMACH CRYING FOR FOOD?

I thought this conversation between the class guys was funny and I had to share, enjoy laughing! ^_^v

2011-09-01T00:43:00.017+08:00

@ Kelly's: karaoke > photobooth > recording of retarded videos.

Michele (met her at the train station) and I headed to class chalet in the evening and the boys, Chernwei and Matthew, fetched us from the gate. Fionnie, Nancy and others were rly sweet by constantly asking Michele and I to eat, bbq-ing and bringing the food to us. I totally felt like a queen/bitch by staying indoor enjoying the aircon while watching my show. I was alone while everyone was out bbq-ing, what a classmate I am... love how sweet my classmates are! :')

I couldn't take it so at 4am+ I napped for an hr or so while everyone was talking 'bout ghost stories etc in the dark and for the whole time I had a hard time sleeping 'cause the bed kept shaking non-stop (I guess they're laughing real hard) plus inspector/analyzer/camp instructor Jarren just can't seem to get down the bed, so for the whole 2 hrs+ he stood on the bed and looked at all of us sleep. Jarren Goh is m-a-d.

I can't wait for prawning and timbre with 'em sometime next week! <3

AGM & Jane's place

2011-08-31T01:09:00.003+08:00

NAS for AGM > 201 for dinner/supper > Jane's place

IG's horribly failed study date

2011-08-23T11:03:00.000+08:00

I'm alrdy looking forward to my holiday which is in less than 2 weeks time (!!!) but for now... 3 papers to clear > class chalet > meeting BSG IG sub comm > IG chalet > BKK! :-)

2011-08-12T00:35:00.003+08:00

I finally have the time to meet up with my bunch of close primary school friends - Ian, Jocelyn, Fiona, Nicole and Yupin & heart-to-heart talk over dinner was goOoOoOod even though I found out that Ian actually "stalks" me....................hmm.

In a heartbeat, I'll be there for you

2011-08-11T00:30:00.001+08:00

Wendy's with dearest Kelly and Shamie, finally met them after years...and sad thing is that they noticed my bad habit of "tsk-ing" everytime I talk. Eileen's influence, no wonder 3 of us (with Michele) are the "tsk tsk" gang~

I don't know if I did misplaced Eileen's thumbdrive or she left it at the lab, whatever it is, CSA's project in it and without her thumbdrive we are dead. I feel guilty and bad, it's like a good night turn bad? I don't know. I'm feeling sorry for being a burden in the grp. I hate myself, and probably not looking forward to school these days because I feel so out of place, I don't belong here nor there. I hate it.

Matthew's 20th

2011-08-06T12:06:00.001+08:00

Matthew's customized shrek birthday cake which look exactly like him, and best part was that he coincidentally wore green too.......hehe. I swear you're one funny guy with those #ultiMATTwin tweets. You should know that without you school will be so so so dull, hope you had fun with us and had even more fun with her (pls don't kill me) ytd, happiest 20th @MattiesMatties! You're no longer a teen anymore! : )

2011-07-31T17:14:00.001+08:00

I miss the IG peeps so much! :'(

1B22's first formal presentation!

2011-07-30T09:23:00.000+08:00

this week is the most exhausting week in 2011 by far. so glad that it's over, time for more sleep.

X_X

2011-07-24T14:57:00.001+08:00

BSG inter-class captains' ball competition has finally come to an end! I'm so glad that this event is over and was a success, now everyone's completely drained out and I feel so guilty for missing classes. BA test tmr and lots of project submission due this/next week, not even halfway done for some. I'm finally feeling the stress...

I want my 6 weeks sept holiday to come now, feeling so excited for 1B22 and IG's chalet! ^_^v

2011-07-15T00:11:00.014+08:00

SP with Alfy and Kelly to visit our dear Shamie! TP feels damn tiny now compared to SP, one can never get fat studying there considering the amount of distance they have to walk from the entrance to the library/classes. I wish there's kfc, burger king, mac and starbucks in TP too... I like it there despite the old environment, SP feels like home.

18 chefs for dinner > sat down at starbucks > took the last train home with Alfy, luv my friends till the world ends. I hate how fast time flies when I'm with them.

I happened to view some senior (from NAS)'s profile and so many of them got DHL award. I found my new goal, shall study hard and study smart and get it! ;)

While trying to kill time...

2011-07-08T23:43:00.004+08:00

2011-07-07T22:15:00.001+08:00

this is how unglam i look like when i home. with my hair anyhow tied up, am 2 c00l 4 y0u.

had a great day, project meeting was fun for once! enjoyed myself very much for the whole 2 hrs. split the workload out evenly among ourselves! xavier and i helped basyirah with her part and tmr she shall help us with ours~ glad that our grp's progressing. felt so abused for a period of time because those two retards couldn't stop hitting me while laughing at me and my words. so maybe i should consider taking up a part-time job as a clown. so sad that i have abusers for friend. anyway, gna have meeting for 3 out of 5 days next week......... how nice. chiongster us.

there's no school tmr but i've go go back for project and ig meeting. this is when life sucks. can alrdy sense how busy the weekends are gna get since i haven't been revising my work or doing all tutorials diligently, sigh. what a bad start to the new semester! x_x

2011-07-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

failed picnic at marina barrage then as the sun sets, intense gossip session took place. can't believe we are such gossip mongers. had a great time enjoying my yummylicious hokkien mee from makansutra glutton's bay and gossiping/camwhoring/talking nonsense by the river. love these girls! friends since primary school. how amazing.

Maybe they don't forget about you, but they forget to remember you

2011-07-02T12:21:00.000+08:00

- Tumblr

Semester 2.1

2011-07-02T10:47:00.000+08:00

BSG IG AY 11/12

I hope it'll be fun working with these ppl for the upcoming months, for now: captains' ball + t-shirt design competition and soon... hopefully a BSG camp during the next school holiday in sept! :)

We got our results back this week, well not all 5 papers but 3. I didn't get straight As but am satisfied with my results after converting 'em to 15% (thankfully the weightage isn't high). I will work harder this semester, m u s t.

I had a good week even though the "king" of my class dampened my mood on some days, but all's good now. I forgive and forget... now I'm gna start on my drama marathon by watching "done with love"! ^^

Michele's 18th

2011-07-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

Michele's finally legal, happy 18th birthday my twin! I hope one of your birthday wish is to get slightly tanner because you're srsly white. Yes, white... hope you like the hand lotion from Anna Sui, stitch plushie and cake! I'm still so full from lunch at seoul garden (coincidentally bumped into Ian Wong) ytd with Michele, Eileen, Basyirah, Chern Wei, Matthew and Bryan! T_T

I love this bunch of classmates.

"M" Clan

2011-06-22T20:29:00.001+08:00

... We finally met up after 2 months, hate how busy my friends are especially those 2 abv who are in design school and how our schedule always clash with one another's. I'm so sad 'cause school is resuming next week and now with CDS, BSG IG meeting once or twice in 2 weeks and the planning of the upcoming captains' ball event, semester 1.2's gna be so tiring! T_T

I'm enjoying poly so far despite my weekly complaining(s) though, #heehee.

2011-06-19T20:24:00.004+08:00

on the phone with pumpkin chan now! so now she can finally stop complaining that her name haven't been appearing on my blog... miss her so much! come over to my place and visit me soon ok??? >:)

It's been long

2011-06-19T11:39:00.000+08:00

these 2 girls are my bestfriends. no matter how little time we spend tgr, how we rarely have a proper heart-to-heart talk or even a conversation nowadays, how the distance is killing, how different our time-table is, how busy we are in our own schools, with our current friends, nothing changes. they will still be the one i turn to when i need someone to hear my sorrows, gossip and share secrets with and complain to. honestly miss the both of 'em so much. sucks that we're in different schools! :'(

had an impromptu meet up with 'em, along with nigel and darren... if only the guys aren't there with us ytd the atmosphere would have been less tense and awkward. it's so weird when you're telling your bestfriend 'bout smth and they're listening to your conversation. totally had no freedom of speech~

2011-06-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

BSG IG's "results" are out and all of us - the main comm, knows our position now. I'm feeling neutral, kind of anticipating the first meeting with the rest but still, (as usual) feeling abit scared. I wonder if it'll make me overly occupied or anything, but hopefully not! ;)

I'm amazed at how highly some people regard themselves, so you think you're that capable, that competent? #justsayin'

6 days have passed since the start of term break and all I've been doing is: movie after movie on funshion > eat > hibernate/laze around on bed except for 15/6: headed to school to meet Lionel, Albert, Sherlyn and Basyirah for comm skills project > home to have my nap > simpang for dinner with my lovely sec school buddies Alfy, Kelly and Shamie! ♥

FML X10000000

2011-06-13T10:12:00.005+08:00

2011-06-11T15:37:00.003+08:00

CDS selection, checked. I hope I made the right decision by putting 1) sociology 2) psychology 3) transnational studies 4) basics of nutrition 5) japanese! I hope I get into sociology, since everyone's telling me that it's easy to score. I wish we can be exempted from modules like CSA and take up whichever we prefer~

Hb's back in sgp like finally after 5 days and she bought lotsa snacks back for us and now I have so much more snacks at home all to myself, nom nom! ^^

I luv thisssss!

2011-06-09T18:32:00.002+08:00

CSA paper is finally over, 3 papers down and 1 left to go~ I'm kinda excited for tmr, finally gna watch movie after so long and this time with my classmates! >:)

I shall stay home as much as I can over the 2 weeks break to do projects, camp at funshion, hibernate (too many pimples popping out) and to start pigging on all my fav. snacks that mom bought earlier on, whoop~~~ I am a happygal94, luv my mom.

Changes, yet again

2011-06-07T23:38:00.001+08:00

2 papers down! CSA and OB papers left, rly hope to get at least a B for CSA even though I'm totally fried for it and the best part is that there's no model answers to the past years papers. I'm also not freaking interested in computer system! -_-

I get to choose what CDS I want to take up next sem, so excited~~~ I don't know if I should take what I'm interested in - psychology/law/french or listen to Matthew, take what's easy to score as the results will affect my GPA. I hate making choices, urgh.

& I think I made the right choice to quit canoe, or else I wouldn't be able to juggle being in IG main comm, studies (tutorials/tests/projects) and probably take the time out to complete NYAA gold.

6/6: the day I shifted out of pasir ris. I'm gna miss there so much - the place where I grew up in. I'm moving back there in a few years time I don't care! >:(

I shall show some pics of my new hse (and some new furnitures)!

this cupboard is so @#$% small

3/4 of our photographs and medals

cute "curtain" my mom bought for the toilet

Yeah, so here I am leading a new life and everything's cool except for the travelling to school part which takes up an hour, sucks. I'm tired everyday when I come home, must be the travelling.

2011-06-02T21:30:00.001+08:00

I survived one month in TP! I thought otherwise but thankfully projects are turning out fine and so is everything else. I love my classmates, they are all so funny especially that gullible Shaffiq, can totally laugh till my cheeks become sore, and the girls are such sweethearts esp Eileen and Michele! :')

I got into BSG IG! I don't think I got through the interviews with my own abilities but then agn, shall prove whoever wrong~ I shall pray that I don't get into publicity/logistics! I kinda want to be in the sub committee for no reason, hehe.

...shall get off the laptop now and get started on OB/CSA/macro econs, scary to see how much of a chiongster my classmates are. I'm excited for dinner at ikea tmr, whoop~!

2011-05-17T11:40:00.000+08:00

went to the temple last night at 1am or so and got home at 5am. hit the bed after washing up and here i am, wide awake at 9am in the morning. only 4 hrs of sleep. wonder what's wrong with my body clock~ anyway, last night i felt guilty for not praying at the temple along with my sisters and mom. even when i did, i wasn't sincere at all. felt like i was being disrespectful. i know that since i don't believe in buddhism i shouldn't be there but there's no way i'm telling my mom that. oh well, it's over.

shall watch beastly online > do tutorials (e-learning) > research for comm skills > some housework > sleep!

2011-05-15T21:50:00.001+08:00

I hate this empty feeling.

Maybe we are dreaming out loud

2011-05-14T16:53:00.004+08:00

I can't believe I'm shifting out next month to somewhere unfamiliar (those who know pls keep it to yourself hor), feeling kinda sad because for my whole 17 years of life I've been staying in pasir ris. I feel so attached to this place, esp when there's so much memories! T_T

Kelly and I officially quit kayak/canoe, can't bear to leave the team because the seniors are rly nice esp Nat but looking at the big picture, it's so time consuming and I'll be spending so much time travelling to and fro from trg after moving to the new place. I wish I could commit, I like kayaking more than playing volleyball.........

We had the slackiest trg tdy though, the weather was perfect because it was cloudy and the best part is that we managed to kayak (!!!), was so fun except having to step on those uneven rocks in the sea or whatever you call it which felt like foot reflexology + witnessing a lizard crawling onto your senior's head/teammate's life vest which was so not funny at all. We didn't have to run around the reservoir too!!! +5 for happiness lvl. 1.5hrs of water trg and then we were done, ended at 11.30am~ I should be glad that my last trg ended off well! :>

...actually I'm regretting it, but nvm I die die also will take it up outside in <5 yrs time!

2011-05-08T22:36:00.019+08:00

taken with half the class girls @ kfc! ikr, what a place to camwhore.

so glad that week 2's over, time flew by pretty fast this week and my weekend was spent at kayak trg (don't know how long more i can hang on for...) > feeling extremely unwell > meeting alfy, kelly and shamie > staying home to do tutorials. failed to do research so i'm gna find time to do it this week, must!

btw, i'll be meeting alfy, kelly and shamie tmr for dinner at simpang! ^.^

Jane's 16th surprise celebration

2011-05-06T02:33:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE PLAN: SUCCESS.
HAPPY 16TH PUMPKIN! //(^_^)\\

2011-05-03T00:34:00.001+08:00

there's freaking school tmr and just so you know, i can't adapt yet. hopefully basic accounting lecture, csa lab (this class is freaking 3 hrs long~) and kayaking trial goes well. need to get use to everything by this week by hook or by crook! am alrdy having the idea of dropping out and quitting school because i feel so uncomfortable. alright, shall crash now and get ready to battle my feelings throughout the day tmr. goodnight y'all!

miss secondary school days. nostalgic much.

2011-05-01T18:02:00.005+08:00

I look hideous but whatever, this space is getting emptier and emptier so those pics will fill it up. I don't know how to comment on the first week of school because I only had 3 days of school this week. I'm glad that I understood what the lectures/tutorials are going on about but then agn, this is only the beginning... I'm sure next week will be full of hell, let's just hope that CSA and comm skills wouldn't be that dull anymore.

I met my classmates too and they are a fine bunch of ppl (and I'm so glad that all of them are studious), hopefully in time to come I'll be able to open up to them because right now I don't exactly speak up much to them. I feel awkward. I feel uncomfortable.

I signed up for 2 CCAs by the way, 1) kayaking 2) rock climbing! :>

...so apart from school, many things are bringing me down on the inside - weight issues, family r/s, church. I shan't elaborate on them because it's always the same old thing except for the last point. I have been missing church for a month or more and despite being rly keen on going back, I have no idea how to face everyone and sometimes seeing their texts makes me guilty thus not knowing how to reply them... I want to be clear-headed.

MASS FO OUTING @ SENTOSA

2011-04-23T02:34:00.000+08:00

I realized all the photos taken are with male GLs and only guy freshies................. -_-

23rd which is yesterday, was mass FO outing to sentosa and 300 over of us conquered tanjong beach~ I can't believe I was there from 12pm - 8pm and all I did was: getting "thrown" into the sea by Wen Kai and some eckton guys > throwing random FO ppl into the sea because they are still dry > throwing Wen Kai that freaking light boy > playing "spot the leader" and some other games with skelto's GLs and freshies in the sea > playing ball games with Liu Jing, Ly, Joy and some others > playing "...no ki ki (sp?)" with the same ppl plus Emeth and Zun > had 7 wonders for forfeit > dinner with all FO peeps at vivo's skypark and after eating everyone was "clubbing" + cheering all the cheers from all empires, freaking love TP! TP ONE BIG FAMILY! ♥

BUS7NESS

2011-04-22T23:34:00.003+08:00

20-21st this month was business school's week 0 orientation and it was hell boring, it can't freaking be compared to FOC at all! I was so tempted to skip day 2 if not for my matrix card, time-table, meeting my new classmates + CP and having to cheer for business school during olympiad (even though I escaped halfway with some classmates), I wouldn't have went to school...

I'm so happy that we are overall champion for week 0 orientation finale (even though I didn't participate and all I did was just cheering) for the 7th time in a row!!!!! GO BUS7NESS SCHOOL (and in a year's time it'll be 8USINESS)! ^_^

CREDITS TO: SAMANTHA (GL), @TEMASEKPOLY (TWITTER ADMINS)!

FOC

2011-04-17T20:52:00.017+08:00

FOC on the 14-16th this month was a blast, so glad that I signed up for it. I love skelto/skelfer to the maximum and the GLs all so much! I rly had fun throughout those 3 days, perspiring non-stop from 9am in the morning all the way till 12am, queuing up till as late as 1am just to bathe, mass dance with some random eckton guy, doing skelto's cheers, playing "crazy" games like washing our hair with shampoo and collecting foams etc and I can't believe all girls and guys from my sub-empire rly shampoo-ed our hair and not minding to show each other our unglam sides. I srsly salute everyone one of us for our bravery, LOL.

Yeah, anyway at the end of FOC we were in the 4th placing, many GLs and some freshies started tearing. I swear it was heart-wrenching and we were so freaking close to the top - being 1st for the first 2 days of camp, but what truly matters is the bonding we had, right guys? ♥

AND... I WANT TO BE A GL NEXT YEAR!

CREDITS TO: SAMANTHA (GL), @TEMASEKPOLY (TWITTER ADMINS)!

2011-04-11T15:03:00.000+08:00

I rmb telling myself not to have any regrets this year, never to realize it was actually tough to not have any. Yes, time flies, 1/3 of 2011 have passed and the biggest regret so far, was my tertiary education.

I wonder why the hell I'm doing in TP, getting into my current course - business studies, not studying hard enough for O's to get my ass into psychology, not listing down TPJC/SRJC as one of my choices, not having any confidence in myself, always doubting my capabilities, always feeling so inferior, being such a bitch to hate losing out...

I'm 17 now. I guess it's time for me to build bridges instead of walls to block everyone out. I'm so sick of communicating sometimes, with everyone or anyone about everything or even anything. I'm weird like this and I wish I was less problematic, less troubled on the inside.

I can't believe school's starting soon because I'm dreading everything - going to school, being in a whole new environment, making new friends, seeing unfamiliar faces, having lectures/tutorials, studying, having projects, vexing over what to wear everyday. I hate going through changes. I'm not ready for this.

...by now you must be thinking I'm one weird kid~

I'm gna push myself and get a GPA of abv 3.5 > get into local uni > study psychology/accounting. I'll get there eventually. I will.

Jocelyn's 17th

2011-04-06T23:36:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 17TH MY 11 YEARS FRIEND! : )

2011-04-03T12:44:00.000+08:00

"They say, you don't know what you've got till it's gone. Truth is, you knew exactly what you had; you just thought you'd never lose it."

2011-04-02T12:27:00.021+08:00

mom went "mad" in the morning and her temper was on full blast i tell you. she kept shouting and screaming in the morning from 9am+ till 11am+ like non-stop hits. now i bet my neighbours and those who were in the carpark ytd thought she's insane.

anyway, cousin anna's getting married on the 11th! but she's only 21 year old...zai. will nvr get married at such a young age. will be back in m'sia on the 10th for buffet dinner with my family and relatives then probably stay overnight there and head straight to the wedding on the following day. just hope that it will not be awkward and cj/annbelyn will be there if not i'll just transform myself into an awkward turtle.

tp camp on 14th-16th and orientation on 20th-21st! pretty excited for everything now. can't wait to be in a new environment, meeting and making new friends, feeling the stress and workload. but i'm pretty afraid of not finding "true" friends and being led astray, turning bad etc. don't wna pick up smoking/speaking that much vulgarities (yes, i do speak 'em but only to close friends/siblings) or..............i don't know. but whatever it is, poly is starting very soon so i should feel excited!!!!! :)

tried wearing hb's sc (student councillor) blazer! feeling c00l.

2011-04-01T23:55:00.004+08:00

31/3: met up with alfy, shamie and kelly for dinner at bedok point's manhattan fish market! love dining at the place but i was too bloated for dinner so i only had mud pie. we talked and caught up with each other's lives, questioned alfy 'bout jc life and all. it sounded manageable to me. but oh well, no use regretting now. shall just make the best out of my years in tp!

btw i finally saw alfy after 4 long months! whoop~ kinda miss everything we used to do in class... those same old naggings alfy used to nagged at me every morning, kelly disturbing me and us talking 'bout anything under the sky, teasing shamie and alfy, skipping school tgr, skipping hy lessons, loitering around etc. sigh, honestly don't know how i'll survive sec 4 life without the 3 of them.

will nvr forget how 2010 was like in nas because it was prolly the most enjoyable year in school. rly love these 3 ppl, they're like one of the closest classmates to my heart. how time flies, now we've actually graduated. good old days! :')

thx for the present and card(s) guys! alfy's msg was the funniest. can't wait to meet up with 'em agn sometime this month to celebrate alfy's 17th birthday, miss you all oredi~~~

1/4: went to watch junior's semi-finals tdy and sadly they lost 0-3 to fairfield. starting to wonder if i rly did jinx them... hope they'll be able to clinch 3rd for nationals. saw lyv there and she talked to us, asked/talked about life in nyjc but this time, it sounded very stressful! maybe because she's in j2. but she said someone went into nyjc with l1r5 of 20 pts and scored very well for a's. this.......... >:(

look at the name of the property! l o l. fyi this is the hk version. monopoly deal-ed after that with joy, joel and bryan. play with this 2 boys super pek cek like @#$%^&* because one keep stealing money/property and another keep peeping. got no headache also play until got headache. after that, played vball with a joel and sheryl! they have hidden talent and that joel ah, play vball until like dancing ballet, keep spinning...

oh and both joel and bryan managed to crack my phone's password!!!!! they should just go and be a detective. well done, not.

headed off to pizzahut for dinner at 6pm-ish with both my sis! ate so much the whole day....... had hotcakes w/ sausage + harshbrown in the morning then pizzas, chicken wings, garlic bread, oriental salad and lava cake for dinner. bet i gained 10kg.

2011-04-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

THIS.

Waiting outside the lines

2011-04-01T22:14:00.006+08:00

You'll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it's just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living blind

Stuck in that same position,
you deserve so much more

There's a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored
Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow

You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

Don't wanna have to force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What's in you is out there

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I'm trying to be patient (I'm trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting I'm waiting
I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

I should have saw it coming right from day 1 then maybe I'll be a little less disappointed/upset, so anyway here comes goodbye. I hope this feeling will go off soon.

Bittersweet memories

2011-03-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

flipped through my photo album just now and came across these few pics which "spoke" to me and reminded me of the past. how i miss those good old days i had and i honestly wouldn't mind trading a few years of my life just to have them back agn. will there be another time where we all live under the same roof just like how we used to? :(

17th

2011-03-28T12:09:00.000+08:00

Jane came to surprised me last night when I was about to sleep (that explains my sleazy eyes) with a cake of my fav. disney character - tinkerbell! I love you pumpkin, was rly surprised and touched, thanks a million! ♥

I'm............finally 17, and old. 3 more years to live as a teenager! I'm d r e a d i n g it.

2011-03-27T18:24:00.000+08:00

I look super cui in all the abv pictures but who cares! Jocelyn, Fiona, Firull, Ivan and I went (over)night cycling on the 26th, from 10pm-8am......someone just crown me "survivor" pls. I don't think I'll ever do it agn because it was the most torturous day in 2011! ECP > Bedok Jetty > 6 satays for supper > "surprise celebration" at mac > 2 hrs+ of cycling and finally reached Changi Village to have pratas for breakfast! ^.^

I was so thankful to be home at 9am+ this morning and slept soundly like a pig from 10am till 5.30pm, shiokess~ I enjoyed the whole trip despite all the complaints/whining, thanks guys for the memorable night, love y'all! I shall prepare now, gna have dinner with mom tonight, yipee!

2011-03-24T20:48:00.003+08:00

I don't know who we are anymore, all I know is that things aren't the same right now compared to back then. I miss us.

2011-03-23T19:51:00.005+08:00

I'm an ambivert but why do I not feel like talking to my family members/friends at times? I find it so hard to talk, like I don't have the "mood" (not that anything made me upset/angry though) and as if I'll die by opening my mouth to speak a word. I don't know what's wrong! Yes, I'm weird. I know this created friction between my and my parents/siblings/relatives because whenever they talk to me I'll just shake my head or ignore 'em. I just want to apologise for being like this because deep down inside I rly want to reply just that opening my mouth is such a torture. I'm not trying to be rude, trust me and don't judge me after reading this paragraph.

...........change Celestine. You can't stay this way forever especially after poly starts! >:(

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, NAS

2011-03-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

I promise that you're the best school in the east

♥♥♥

Dream High

2011-03-23T01:09:00.005+08:00

I wish "Dream High" has a concert and is being held in our country, that'll be the highlight of 2011. I swear this is by far the nicest drama I've ever watched and everyone is so handsome/pretty/cute in it!!! Woo Young and IU look so freakin' cute tgr but... the frustrating part is the ending, seeing Hye Mi with Sam Dong! T_T

...nevertheless, I hope the rumours 'bout having season 2 is true! I'm so-very-totally anticipating it. I want to pick up korean now~

Goose's Dream ♥

Woo Young and IU ♥

Malaysia (Johor Bahru)

2011-03-15T01:15:00.002+08:00

...with Jillian, Fiona and Vivien this morning till 7pm-ish! I had a great time and come to think of it, I realize I've rly been happier/more satisfied eversince O's ended because I get to do whatever/go wherever I want. I think my to-do-list is fully striked off, whoop! ^^

We're gna go back someday for macs + movie + haircut and medicure/pedicure! I'm so excited...it's like the movie only cost S$4 and the macs (eg: 6pc nuggets meal) cost S$4+ and (eg: mc spicy meal meal) only cost S$5+?! I don't know why it's so cheap over there but I love it~~~ We very budget lah ok, whatever!!!

I shall get on and start to buy my "wants" and "needs" before poly starts, which is basically shopping! I'm so excited for this month actually: 17th birthday, meeting up with Alfy, Shamie and Kelly on 24/3, Seoul Garden for dinner with dad this/next weekend, another trip to JB with teammates, shopping for poly stuffs, facial at mom's workplace, maple to at least lvl 40 (lvl 35 now) and catch up on all dramas! I honestly love life man.

2011-03-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

I always eat so much on weekends, this sucks but weight issues aside, buffet + steamboat dinner afterwards with dad and younger sis! //(^_^)\\

Jillian's 17th (27/2)

2011-03-13T13:50:00.000+08:00

2011-03-12T02:11:00.002+08:00

Pray for Japan

2011-03-11T23:22:00.002+08:00

8.9 magnitude earthquake hits Japan after a tsunami occurred. I know God's watching and He will heal the world sometime soon...just trust in Him and He will do the rest. I found this pic below on tumblr and the video on youtube, have a look at how destructive it is and look at Japan's state now. I sense that the world is ending soon...

We have homes destroyed, families broken, nation in a mess. We should start loving and cherishing one another - let's start from our family members, it's never too late to show them how much they really mean to you.

"Saw this on the TV earlier. There's a boat stuck in the middle of the whirlpool, I was praying for his life."

2011-03-10T03:45:00.025+08:00

"Red Riding Hood" last night with Huibing, cousin Natasha and her primary schoolmate, mom and her friend! We sat on different seats though, like 2 by 2 and scattered all over the theatre. I think the movie was quite ok, thought it was gna be bad...btw the storyline was quite different from the storybook we read when we're young. I'll rate the movie 7/10! ^^

...since I've not been working/exactly gng out with friends for the past few days, I've been watching "Secret Garden" and it's rly nice! I'm at ep 19 now, whoop~ I shall finish everything tonight and watch "Dream High"!

I love dramas! I shall list down what I've watched so far to make this post longer! :P

#NASfacts

2011-03-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

01 Our librarians usually don't last more than one year
02 The last minute "WHO GOT EXTRA TIE?!" on Monday morning(s)
03 When everyone first saw the NAS Friday shirt, their reaction in the hall was "FAIL"
03 Cinderella dress for girl who have short skirt
04 Having a Muslim rice stall selling Japanese food
05 More and more NASians turning into Christians
06 Only school that I know so far to have a biometric attendance taking
07 Shouting the name of someone when their crush was on stage
08 Taking forever to stand up before flag raising ceremony
09 During H1N1 period our ticket to school was a thermometer
10 Going to the bookshop to get NAS socks because you were caught wearing colored socks
11 Our stand-up-and-eat tables were torn down about a year after it was built
12 Whole school jeering whenever Cher Boon was up on stage
13 The time when Mr Hazmi scolded a student "I'll send you back to Thailand" during assembly via a microphone
14 Those China aunties working at NAS cafe always flirt with boys
15 Mr Thong's standard exam preparation ppt slides with the clock theme every year
16 "Exploring" the scenery outside the classroom when not listening to the teacher in class
17 Various routes to take if smuggling food/drinks back to class to avoid Mazlan
18 Bird flew into spinning fan and had it's leg chopped off
19 Referring Mazlan as "Mas Selamat"
20 We have our first time ever youngest Campus Superstar champion, Jarod Lee
21 Jaywalking across the road when the traffic light is just beside the gate
22 Secondary 1 and 2 students uses hexagonal tables in class
23 Upper sec guys wearing shorts because their tapered pants got confiscated
24 Upper sec guys wearing an untapered pants over their tapered ones
25 Mr Wong Keng Tong's never-ending talks
26 Feel damn cold whenever the aircon is on, feel damn hot whenever aircon is off
27 We had a billiard table and soccer time at the old canteen (2007)
28 Teachers that were once super fierce to you suddenly become very friendly to you when you go back to visit
29 The time when Zhou Hao blew the vuvuzuela during reading period and apologised infront of the whole school
30 Hearing "this is the final lap" from VP Mr. Ng 108324981093844 times during our O level year
31 Forgetting that school starts at 8.45am on Wednesdays and waking up at the normal time, going "WALAO EH NB KNNCCBBAKSAPOSODNDBZHAJAHSZN!!!"
32 Yi Ren's distinct laughter
33 Ms Wee: POA = Produce Only Aces
34 Plasma screens in the canteen
35 A lot of NAPS people go NAS, a lot of NAS people go TP
36 Met somebody you won't ever wanna forget
37 Mr Fong Peng Siong
38 Hanging out at the corridor everytime when lesson ends
39 Buying drinks/food at temporary canteen after D&T lessons
40 4R2'10 having only 5 girls
41 4R3'10 having only 11 guys
42 Enduring "boomz" school touch-up works during tests, NOISY
43 Mr Chee and his bitchfits
44 4R7 is always the trending in the staff room
45 Cut-off point for Ngee Ann 2 years straight highest in Tampines and Pasir Ris
46 Mr Victor Ong once said "long pants & tapered hair" instead of "long hair & tapered pants"
47 Mdm Yeo going "Ah Boy ah! Faster! Aunty need to lock the door"
48 The boys will always avoid Mr Hazmi/Mr Victor Ong
49 Microsoft school that gives out & uses Apple cuz we are awesum like dat
50 Bringing home the pile of textbooks under your table at the end of the term
51 We love our Prima Deli waffles at TMart
52 Putting our wallets and phones in a bucket during PE lessons
53 Teachers wearing the same tie as us on Mondays
54 English holiday homework will confirm have something to do with making a brochure and/or travelling
55 Near school we've: 2 Mac Donald's, 1 KFC, 1 sushi shop, alot of kopitiams, 5-10 mins walk to TMart, 15 mins bus ride to TM
56 Ms Lavania giving us model SS essays. We memo/copy/paste
57 Mr Paul Wang Qiang is the always super enthu one during sports day staff race
58 Only school who hits town (Ngee Ann City/Takashimaya) during Sec 1 orientation
59 When EPIC Dining and Graduation Day was like the best times we had as a cohort
60 "Good morning, ladies and gentlemen, it's 7.40am now, please go up to the hall"
61 Lovely PSGs helped to hang our parents' encouragement notes for display during the O levels
62 A library that probably has higher ratio of laptops than books.
63 Sofa, comfy chairs, couches at the library ftw
64 During night study: "Stress ah. Want go rooftop?"
65 Seeing people get awards you never knew existed during assembly
66 Exam day: 'Eh, today go MPH or ISH ah?'
67 Mrs Lock wears bedroom slippers in the music room
68 When bus 12 arrives, most NASians will skip if it's a single deck bus. If double deck, all chiong ah!
69 Filling the whole 291 with our laughter and talking
70 Wondering how much hair gel Mr. Teo Soon Ann uses everyday
71 Mr Ong, the teacher who is always there to catch you when you are late
72 Our 4 UG groups all GOLD leh
73 School that has air con for graduating classes
74 Seeing Mr. Hazmi nearby and checking your attire to see if there's anything wrong
75 We got cake each to eat on founder's day last year
76 During my Sec 1 orientation, we had an artificial campfire in the school hall
77 That time where Ms Kulyk was promoting Golf CCA and ended up saying Golf CAA
78 We have tapestry every 2 years
79 Cinderella skirts and shorts for student's bottoms that does not conform to school standards
80 Who actually managed to sell to outsiders the National Day NAS magnets?
81 Hearing your teacher complain about the visualiser not working and shouting out the computer pro's name to go help them
82 We have Golf as a CCA
83 We have tons of apple computers for art students
84 Teachers have to mark attendence even though we have the biometric attendence system
85 Everyday after school students will go: "Let's go and have Mc Donald's" and another replies "left or right?"
86 We have 3 uniforms
87 NAS has 1 P, 3 VP and 2 DM
88 We start school at 8.50am every Wednesdays
89 Whenever students are late, we'll plan and settle on a bus number then lie together saying we took the same bus, blaming it on the bus saying it arrives late and the whole group gets let off by our dear OM
90 During temperature taking, the guys will rub the thermometer against their pants and go like "Wah! I got fever leh! Kidding!"
91 Basketball guys always let the Volleyball girls use the ISH
92 We have "Camp Phoenix" and "Camp Eagle"

2011-03-08T17:09:00.000+08:00

#NASfacts are making me laugh at funny facts 'bout our school, miss Ngee Ann, feel nostalgic. I shall post all #NASfacts someday soon when I'm bored to remind myself of those good times there! ;)

TP with Liyeng, Jocelyn, Ivan and Joseph > lunch at mensa 2 > Liyeng left us > cabbed to e!hub to catch "Gnomeo & Juliet" > dinner at subway > bowling > maple. I think we can form a maple gang liao. I miss my supper club (Sheryl, Carolyn, Jocelyn)!!!!!

I'm sick of maple alrdy, but it's only day 3.......h m m.

Hope for the best, expect the worse

2011-03-06T21:54:00.001+08:00

I love last night 'cause I finally had time tgr with my mom and sisters, sitting down tgr and having small talks, seeing everyone laughing their hearts out and displaying a genuine smile on their faces. We were this happy back then before all these dramas took place, revive memories! We sat at pondstar, drank martell (mixed with green tea of course) and talked about everything. I ♥ times like this, it's been long..........really long.

TP tomorrow with Jocelyn, Ly, Joseph and Ivan to submit our forms > have lunch at mensa > slack/movie. I can't wait to have good food! ^.^

...I also found out that 1/4 of TP business studies students alrdy had 2 outings tgr and the 3rd one will be held during end of this month. I have very enthu/friendly/can't-wait-to-meet-each-other course mates! I don't know if I should join 'em, can you imagine that they're all complete strangers and suddenly all of them just come tgr and have awkward moments for a few minutes then became friends??? I can never be that brave but then again, sooner or later I will get to know them. FOC~ I totally cannot wait, hehe.

A crazy little thing called love

2011-03-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

Ly introduced this thai movie to me and it's rly awesome, everyone who's sick of this holiday go watch it! I promise that you'll cry. I wish it happens in real life but nah, some things are too good to be true. P'Shone aka Mario Maurer is damn hot! ^.^

2 meaningful songs that I've recently came across and they're really sad songs that can make you sad.

I'm currently waiting for maple to be fully downloaded, can't wait to play it with Ivan, Jocelyn and Jillian!!!!! I alrdy think of what job I want to be - pirate, thief and magician. I shall invest my remaining one month of holiday in maple, hehe. 10 hrs left till it's fully download! x_x

I hope I can attend service at least tmr...............